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I.Need.Help.
location: somewhere
mood: 
gloomy
gloomyLike that you suck like heck at grammar, or you are horribly unorganized, or you just lack courage, and such...
*nervous chuckle...*
I just suck at being patient.
I think that ever since I started middle school I have become more and more aware of this fact...
I wonder if pacience is the word.
I mean, I can never sit down and write a paper on my computer without going on my email, search the web...Dot dot dot.
Like right now, I should be working on my science fair project, which is due on Friday, but instead, I am on my journal, writing this.
Deep down there's this little voice going, "What the heck are you doing right now? YOU NEED TO FINISH THE WHOLE FRIGGIN REPORT, WRITE AN ABSTRACT, TAKE PICTURES, MAKE A DISPLAY BOARD--but instead you're writing a journal?? Come on! Ya gotta be kidding me!!!..."
Ummm, no, actually.
This is all real...
I feel like a dork right now, I realize that I shouldn't be doing this, and I am telling EVERYONE about this, but I still am not correcting my bad habit. This is probably the worst mistake you could ever make in life. You realize you have problems, but you just sit there, letting it plague you for the rest of your life...
:(
I feel like crying...
How come some people can do this while I can't?
Ahh, my innerself is struggling, struggling to overcome my weakness...
Don't wry, I am not a suicidal.
Anyways, did I tell you guys that I am a straight A student???
*Ha ha...
Fine then, don't believe me, but it's true. And you can never deny the blind truth.
I suppose that'll be a lesson for both me and you.
Smilies PPL (Even if ur gloomy. I should be saying hat to myself...)~~
I feel somewhat better now, now that I finally told someone my problems.
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